It’s been a while hasn’t it? We haven’t seen much of each other, just a few hello’s and goodbye’s, nothing long term. Ever since I first saw you…I knew I wanted you. I know you get tired of me saying that, but it’s the truth. You promised me so many things… and yet the one that my mind always filters back to most is the promise of a better life. I knew that as long as I had you, everything would be okay. That I could come home after a hard day at work, check on you, and realize that my life wasn’t so bad because I had you there. You torment my mind day by day. I knew your ability to manipulate people was sometimes a big flaw nevertheless it was the risk I was willing to take because I loved you. I loved you so much. I didn’t think you would do the same thing to me. Why did it have to be me? I understand why you left those other low level schmucks. They were too invested in other women; drugs and alcohol. They threw you around and pushed you aside and you let them for a while… but you soon realized that they didn’t deserve you. That you deserved to be cherished and loved. I did everything to get you. I worked my ass off and you showed me what it was like to be happy. I never would have thrown you away or crumpled you. You are such a big part of my life that I’m finding it hard to live without you. I’ve hung out with the other women a few times, I won’t lie. However, they don’t provide the same kind of comfort and stability that you do. I know, I’m just rambling on now. I’m sure you’re busy with your new life…somewhere warm I hope. I miss you. Stop by when you can.
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